[Anders]

What have you done to improve HDL ?

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[Anders]

I need to bring down my total anabolics from this week as I have done 6 weeks on 300mg total, this coming week will shift to 250mg total , will be 200 test + 50 primo , I think this will have me a in a gd spot to just drop off some overall weight ontop of the cardio I am doing, as I want to eat enough to fuel everything I’m doing so I’m not looking to diet / get much leaner , I literally just need to get a bit smaller / lighter , as I’m still 268-270 and it’s just making it so much harder than it needs to be fitness wise

I will eventually over the next few months get down to just 150mg test and likely not need an a.i there , I want to be on doc monitored trt so I can travel anywhere with my script, take my shot of test with me, and really be in such a bang on spot with how I feel physically and mentally , especially as the discussion of comps is coming up now with our coaches , and once I’m competing as often as I can , I absolutely only want / need to be on a legit trt dose, From just my own morals, I am not competing against someone who isn’t taking anything while I’m actively taking supra physiological doses . Obv I can’t undo the fact I have spent 15 years on that, but I can and will always do things that sit the best with me decision wise

( why the taper down to 150? Literally for my own sanity , lifting weights is still a big part of me, and although it’s becoming less so as I do more bjj as I know that will be something I can compete in, I still need to manage my own period of transition of being one of the biggest / strongest people I know, to then not being that , this is why a lot of bodybuilders don’t break away once it’s time to as they can’t manage this part, and I have found it Super hard the last 12 months, the only reason I can now is because I get to compete in something else )

Exciting session today, lots of jumps, lots of bike sprints

Mate you have shifted goals alot over these last 2 years, i hope you at some point find inner peace you truly deserve it, you have shown what is possible if you really put your mind and soul in to the task. I cant wait to follow your journey forward from here.

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[Anders]

No i mean its the dose i take over 8 days.
I count everything over 8 days.
I have been on this for 3 months.

You have a very weird way of writing things, well thats just the way you metabolize, primo isnt an ai like arimidex, some ppl just aromatize more then others, alot of things come into play like bodyfat as an example.

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[Anders]

Its been 8 days, you just hit your first half life.. half life.. you need to let the drugs get into your system before evaluating anything.

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[Anders]

There is more to libido then hormones.

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[Anders]

Same shit happens to me sometimes, i totally crash hard and get the shakes, the sweats and just feel really fucked, just slam some carbs and you will be good.

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[Anders]

1 week post pct your body is still under the influence of the drugs, get blood 4 weeks post pct then you will have a “natural” result of what your body is actually producing.

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[Anders]

For me Tren ace, it turns me into an absolute sex maniac…

haha thats not libido tho thats mental maniac mode – We all get that I think LOLOL[/quote]
Well the defenition of libido is as follows..
“sexual desire”
An it sure as F…. goes up on tren 😀

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[Anders]

For me Tren ace, it turns me into an absolute sex maniac…

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[Anders]

Thank you Anders. What sort of zinc and HCg doses buddy?

Lol yes retaining helps a lot but ain’t no body got time for that ?

Zinc was 30mg 3 times a day and Hcg was 250iu eod.

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[Anders]

What you are lookin fore is not semen it self but seminalfluid from the prostate, clomid, hcg, high dose zinc and lots of fluids will help you. And yes the wife loves a big “shot” 😀

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[Anders]

https://www.nature.com/articles/s41598-020-69712-6

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[Anders]

Get well soon mate 🙂

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[Anders]

If your running primo only its lack of estrogen not prolactin.

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[Anders]

Sweet jebus dont shot that shit, it can really fuck up your muscle if it crystallizes inside the muscle.

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