[karen]

btw i am starting therapy as well, just for self improvement

[karen]

Hello ✨
The situation you live right now is something my husband had experienced into the past.
He was doing the exact same work as you. Same position.
Same results on his love for the sport.
He went freelance.
But you have to know that first months it’s gonna be hard; cause social medias play a huge part in your freelance business/online business.
My advice: keep your job and go to a therapy to learn how to let things roll over you; never get much emotionnally involved; build your circle for freelance/online job, and once you got the contacts and feel secure and safe financially you can jump in !
This is my advice cause money wise it’s always a little complicated at the beginning; so do the things smart and take the time to build the transition.
But self society is the best choice my husband has made, I have made same also.
The life after being an employed person is much better if you don’t stress much about the unconsistency of your incomes.

Thank you for your response.

Actually, income isn’t the issue, as almost all of my clients have confirmed they’ll be renewing with me once I go freelance.

The frustration comes from being stuck at the gym for 9 hours a day, which is making me lose valuable time and potential earnings. That’s where a lot of my internal conflict lies.

I’ve also decided to become a certified Pilates Reformer instructor, and I plan to start delivering classes soon.

What I never expected is that working in a gym would make me lose my love for training—something that was always a source of energy and passion for me.